Dawn is on the Horizon

So, I know I haven't posted in awhile; life has been crazy. But in all of the good ways, however, I have a story to tell so I have returned to share with you all.

It is no secret that spring break was a tough time for me. However, towards the end, a friend of mine asked me the simple question of whether or not I would ever consider a relationship with him. Naturally I was shocked. Number one, I was an emotional wreck and who the heck wants to go out with an emotional wreck?! Crazy people thats who! Or at least thats what I said to myself. Number two, how could I think about guy number two when I still kept thinking about guy number one?!

I got the answer to my question when I got back though, I started hanging out with guy two and he took me to a movie a week ago Sunday. It was technically the first time a guy has ever paid for me and taken me somewhere. That got me pretty warm and fuzzy inside.

Then he asked me something every Christian girl wants to hear, he asked me a day or two later if we could take a week to pray about our relationship before we did anything else. Naturally I agreed. Granted in the span of that week there may have been a kiss in the woods but that's besides the point.

So today a week was up, I saw him earlier and he said nothing about it and to be honest I didn't think much of it either, like i said I have been busy....

But tonight, he texted me and asked me to edit a paper for him. Naturally I agreed and so I opened up my email to find a letter from him asking me to be his girlfriend.

Now some of you may find that pretty cheesy, or you may think he should have done it in person. And that may all be true, but here's the thing about guy two turned number one guy. He isn't the best at words, that's my department. But I have realized how much effort he puts in to say what he feels, and it may not always come out right, but I know what he is trying to say. And I love every adorable dorky moment of it.

So I don't know where this new journey is taking me, but I am definitely excited about it. My relationship with God has grown through this, and so far it looks like He has blessed me with somethig hopefully even greater than what I lost, and I cannot wait to see where this new chapter is taking me.